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Colors Of Hate
04:34
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Colors Of Hate
Falling down, in a hole.
Struggling to stay alive.
The breed of hate is rising now.
Crawling fear inside my mind.
There’s a riot - in my head.
There’s a riot - in my chest.
I can see my freezing breath.
Corrosion cracks my happiness.
The plague within is killing me.
Nothing’s what it seems to be!
I’m afraid to face the outside world.
Scared to silence, scared to talk.
The poisoned smoke touched my eyes.
Fight all my life with living lies.
Can you hear
The angels of sadness
With broken wings!
The earth shall fall.
Eternal curse
is cast on the sands they walk!
Now you must use
Your power and Show
Human race you are the one
My Heart is pumping
The blood in my veins.
I really know nothing remains.
Hide behind the shield
I set this world on fire.
Dying angels
The devils choir.
I‘m off the road, I‘m drivin insane.
Still they try to make me blame.
Blame for things I didn’t do.
Know it’s time to killing you!
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2. |
Mind Machine
04:36
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Mind Machine
This is the day of abomination.
I can‘t turn my eyes away from this scene
There’s blood on the walls, there‘re screams in the hall
Bodies layered like cake, it must killed them all
Fade out my pain! I can‘t maintain.
My mind can‘t feel, that this is real!
Sick nation!
Dead nation!
Insane!
The society will destroy us all!!
They think they can judge us
They think we are lame
They try to keep us poor
They want just the money
And they want just some fame.
Stay true
Stay true to you
Sick nation!
Dead nation!
Insane!
The society will destroy us all!!
Fade out my pain! I can‘t maintain.
My mind can‘t feel, that this is real!
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3. |
Bedouin Fire
04:03
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This time - I’m not going to walk away.
in reality none of us are free.
Aware of truth - aware of the facts.
Is personal gain the highest goal?
Senseless violence all around.
It’s been a painful way.
Sure, you don’t know what I’m talking about.
Staring at the scars that needed correction!
Till I saw it slipped slowly away from me
And time took our years away
I’ve only one desire
And that’s Bedouin fire
Society is against me
They’re out to get me!
I’ve only one desire
And that’s Bedouin fire
Violent fantasy becomes reality.
The effect will be quite a tragedy!
Overrule the weird in alacrity.
It’s a mortal exentricity.
Screeching, deformed, a frozen face!
Threatening from the hidden place.
Guess you know now, what I’m talking about.
Bathing in their dark red blood, to gain resurrection.
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4. |
Gothic Creatures
05:05
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Gothic Creatures
Can you feel me now?
I‘m reaching out for you
Remember what I said?
Thoughts won‘t remain.
A Judas kiss
torn us apart.
Weight so heavy
on your heart.
The devils spell is on you.
Open up the grave for us two.
It’s our lives that we missed.
Won’t ever get out of this.
Try to proof if it’s real.
What happens to your ideal?
We won’t climb up this cliffs.
Won’t ever get out of this.
As Gothic creatures appear,
In the Mist someone is near.
Laid down the laws of deceit.
The ones who foolish are the ones who'll go.
The light is dim before us.
Shadows appear and fall.
Im pained by what I see,
In this Life this reality.
Why can’t I see I’m not me?
When will you see, you can be free?
The devils spell is on you.
Open up the grave for us two.
We won’t climb up this cliffs.
Won’t ever get out of this.
Try to proof if it’s real.
What happens to your ideal?
We won’t climb up this cliffs.
Won’t ever get out of this.
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5. |
Locked
04:46
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Locked
Eeriness in the black night.
My self esteem is getting cracks.
Im feeling insecure:
What the hell is wrong?
Creepy movements in the dark.
Makes my speech get slurred.
Resurrection of my fears.
What the hell is wrong?
It keeps - me locked
Inside a world of thoughts!
My hands - are cold
I destroy my stronghold
When they let - me down
I fear to be alone.
This world - is cruel.
I‘m everybody's fool!
Thrill me, kill me - make me feel
Make me feel the pain.
Otherwise I‘m feeling numb.
What the hell is wrong?
They gave me this questionnaire.
Just to prove that I’m insane.
Can’t make them understand.
What the hell is wrong?
It keeps - me locked
Inside a world of thoughts!
My hands - are cold
I destroy my stronghold
When they let - me down
I fear to be alone.
This world - is cruel.
I‘m everybody's fool!
It keeps - me locked
Inside a world of thoughts!
My hands - are cold
I destroy my stronghold
When they let - me down
I fear to be alone.
This world - is cruel.
I‘m everybody's fool!
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6. |
Arrival Of Madness
05:38
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Arrival Of Madness
You feel the fright, you know I'm near.
Betraying your most inner fears.
And one more day passed behind.
with Promises inside my mind.
Betrayed by your life.
The grain of solitude.
All those lonely nights.
Will you die tonight?
Stop living in the past.
What you see is the end.
Whatever you're going to do.
You better do it fast.
Today the sun
Refused to shine
Sculptured space In plastic hands
Sleep in dusted grace.
Now this vicious circle,
eating you alive
Just look in the mirror
it blood you thrive
Courage that enemies fear
Give your blood, sweat and tears
Return your existence
Shattering the spine
Stop living in the past.
What you see is the end.
Whatever you're going to do.
You better do it fast.
Arrival of madness.
Left you betrayed.
Your mum was a witch.
And also an evil bitch.
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7. |
Aftermath
05:07
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Aftermath
Below this world of time
A mad man reigns our lives
The persistence of fate
Until we reach the gate
Abandon god - Abandon me
I can’t believe what my eyes see
Choirs of death - My heart beats fast
A tragedy is here to last
Dazed and confused - that’s all I am
As I see that hell broke loose
A vacuum - does fill my mind
Takes my speech and left me blind
You can’t quit nor you can hide
You will standing face to face
The aftermath
You beg to stop but you still feel
You will standing face to face
The aftermath
Shadows rise to watch you fall
Your demons caught you in a brawl
The aftermath
The sadness is here to stay
And it will never go away
The aftermath
Saying „hello“ - to your disease
Accept you will decease
This cross is heavy - your mood is too
A nightmare is going - to haunt you
There’s a rope - around your neck
All colors fade into a black
The small branches - catch the fire
There is the sound of deadly choir
Your soul belongs to hell
Echoing of the death knell
Drink your cup - It’s full of tears
Let them go, all your fears
Abandon god - Abandon me
I can’t believe what my eyes see
Choirs of death - My heart beats fast
A tragedy is here to last
Dazed and confused - that’s all I am
As I see that hell broke loose
A vacuum - does fill my mind
Takes my speech and left me blind
Below this world of time
A mad man reigns our lives
The persistence of fate
Until we reach the gate
You can’t quit nor you can hide
You will standing face to face
The aftermath
You beg to stop but you still feel
You will standing face to face
The aftermath
Shadows rise to watch you fall
Your demons caught you in a brawl
The aftermath
The sadness is here to stay
And it will never go away
The aftermath
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8. |
Dead Ghosts
04:15
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Dead Ghosts
When you find yourself,
Lost between the woods.
If your heart seems to stop,
All hate will be forgiven.
The quest for life
will ending in your fears.
No more pain you‘ll get
Even no more tears.
Feel no pain.
Feel no pain.
Drift between the stars,
Chase the endless light.
The clock stops to tick,
Forever there is night.
And now that you are dead,
Your sins will be erased!
It doesn‘t matter now,
What all those people say!
The cosmic cloud surrounds you,
A matter of death!
It‘s your reality now,
You‘ve left the blind mess!!
Feel no pain.
Feel no pain.
The clock stops to tick,
Forever there is night.
Destiny is reached
Feathers falling from the sky
Stuck in a maze
My life‘s a death race
My world revolves
around a black hole
The same black hole
That’s in place of my soul
Stuck in a maze!
It’s a death race
I see dead ghosts
I feel that I’m lost!
When you find yourself,
Lost between the woods.
If your heart seems to stop,
All hate will be forgiven.
The quest for life
will ending in your fears.
No more pain you‘ll get
Even no more tears.
Feel no pain.
Feel no pain.
Drift between the stars,
Chase the endless light.
The clock stops to tick,
Forever there is night.
Drift between the stars,
Chase the endless light.
The clock stops to tick,
Forever there is night.
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9. |
Mindloss
05:42
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Mindloss
Last breath has gone
No time anymore
I remember my life
Things that I’ve done
Fights that I’ve won
Without a meaning at all – Now !
When death has arrived
And your body is cold as ice
No way to turn back
No chance left to change the facts
Now I face the mistakes
Mistakes that you can’t erase
Too late for a change
Can’t take back what I’ve said
Last breath has gone
No time anymore
I remember my life
Things that I’ve done
Fights that I’ve won
Without a meaning at all – Now !
Last breath has gone
No time anymore
I remember my life
Things that I’ve done
Fights that I’ve won
Without a meaning at all – Now !
When death has arrived
And your body is cold as ice
No way to turn back
No chance left to change the facts
God give me a chance
A chance for a second try
Like a mindloss it hurts
To accept this bungled life
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Shades of God Munich, Germany
It was a great experience to produce this album from start to finish on my own.
These songs are
from a very dark period of my life.
A lot of loss, and anxiety, sadness and change. I am standing behind every note and every word. This album was created in darkness and it guides me into the light again.
Making the album was a hell of a ride.
I hope you will enjoy it as much as I do.
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